almost 14 wks out

so lets be frank here;
I really just wanted to kill the weights. I really got into fitness cuz of bodybuilding. i love lifting, love being strong, liteally love being able to raise, press, squat as much as half the boys in the gym. I got into the gym originally cuz I was lost. Had no clue what i wanted out of life, no idea what life wanted out of me. randomly got a gym membership; met some amazing women who were already doin' it and since then it's given me a reason to wake up every day striving to be better than i was yesterday.
MAN I NEVER thought i was going to be a gym rat, in fact, pretty sure i hated gym rats. haha.
one thing i know from life, is everything changes, you either move forward or backwards to your goal; nothing stays the same.
I competed with SAF placed top 7 as a bikini model back in june 2010
then competed in oct 2010 with SAF & IDFA; where i placed 4th fitness model tall IDFA.
THENNNN i decided, alongside coach Pamela Bortmes of Absolute health & fitness, that figure was the way for me.
I never took time off the gym; for whatever reason, mentally i just couldn't do it. sure i cud let up the diet, but the lift? no way. even after i was told to take a break after my shows, i never really did, maybe a day or two; ive found post-show i get extreme gains in size.
I took from mid-novemeber to mid-april 2010-2011 to keep adding more and more size.
from going from being the asian girl with no ass, the girl with big confidence but biceps which really dont match it; to holy shit youve got urself an ass to julia your arms are massive. Ive accomplished what ive set out to do.
Put on the nessesary size where I am unconcerned of what others are doing; be portioned enough in my eyes where i am able to lean down and be happy with it; shoulder caps are big and being trained to grow- done, glutes are being hit 2x's a week- doing it; mid back is getting filled in- adjustments have been made.

Now heres on to the diet... I dropped from my last show because I wanted to go figure, I decided to wait out and do the worlds and concentrate on my schooling.
Now baby, its on. DECIDE. COMMIT. SUCCEED. I am completely happy with what work i have done to my body and already about 2 weeks 1000% on point with diet; the leaning down has already commened. starting off leaner than I have EVER stepped on stage at; this will be THE best show and conditioning and shape i have done thus far; i will only continue to strive for more tho!

I'm commiting a hell of a lot towards this contest and i plan on doing extremely well.

All I know is everything i have ever wanted in life i have gotten through hard work and dedication.